My FaNtAsY StArLaNd by ^c|n^ -=LoViNgYoU=-

skool.!

2005-11-08T19:21:00.000+08:00

this time is blogging in skool one!! hahs.! cool man! hahs! staying wid the b2's ppl! den came in!! have nice time!! hahs! carnival coming lers.!! anxious man!! hahs!! can see lots of ppl man! hahs!! seniors coming! omg! really miss them maN!! hahs!! DERRICK'S COMING!! HAHS!! omg man!! can see him again!! but doubt can chase after him man!! hahs!! cos too busi lers!! hahs!! today is a happie day for mi man!! hahs!! cos something!! cant say!! hahs!! :P[miss.u.love.u.but.cant.have.u]`cindy [rox]

waO!!

2005-05-06T14:07:00.000+08:00

its really a freaking long time i ever since blog on my blog..!! hahx.. den mi is either lazy or dun feel lyk!! hahx.. gng to be one month le bahx.. alot of things to say.!! but gonna make it short and simple..!! cos gng to k box again!! wee!! hahx.. so happie.. ytd went once now gng again!!

there is goes.... went to sentosa wif joling and kaixin>!! hahx..!! so happie tht day but onli thing tt spoilt my mood was john!! called mi to go work for the stupid 3 hours.. but lucky is at harbour front lehx.. not at ps!!

den had my poa chinese and eng p1!! all is lyk to mi!! mi gonna fail one lor.! i wasnt in the perfect condition when gng for my exams.!! haix..!! chinese sure fail!! as wat fang tell mi!! i got china and taiwan blood but i got no skill cos my chinese suckSS!! hahx..

okie okie!! some one chasing mi to go k box..!! gonna blog again but not veri recently!! cos no time..! got mid year!!

kkz good luck to those having exam now..! to those taking chinese o in end may!! good luck get it once all done..! dun wait for oct and take it again!! den others grad ppl!! concentration!! is wat me need!! kkz gtg!! bb.!! missya.! !

long time..!!

2005-04-13T19:37:00.000+08:00

hey every one!! its since a freaking long of time ever since i came to blog tis thingy le..!! tis few week emotion have been lots man.!!

we got silver for syf!! ctsb rocks man!! hahx.!! aft 6 years of bronze and now finanlly a silver frm our batch man!! hahx..!! so cool!! love ctsb!! but the other thing is sec fours r gonna step down aft speech day!! i cant bear to see them leave!! we have so many nice memories..!! hahx..!! and mi next if really promote to sec 5!! i will be the one and onli one man..!! dun have aft band life le..!! haix.!! sian diao lo.!! lets cherish the last day we have together kkz...ie the speech day man! hahx..!! sec 4 batch'05 rox.!! hehx..!!

den today saw jo taking tht roxy wallet so freaking nice!! hahx.! its chio.!! hahx..!! okie okie.. stop crapping le..!! today we had bball training oso.!! so fun.. had a three on three match wif others.. so tired but fun..!! happy thing is.. i think i had imprived on my shooting skill.! but i think my stamina drop lyk shit lor.! haix.. sobsob..!! den mi aft tht a bit pissed off wif some ppl la!! freak lor.!!

den oso quite pissed off wif my mum..! she is so f***..!! and din tok to her for quite long time le..!! and i dun care bout tht man.!! haix but now beta le.. still can tok bout 5 sentence!!! haix.. hack la..!!

kkz... its quite long..!! i think i shall stop here le.. and last thing is i miss u so much!! ;P dun tell u all who's tht man.!!

2005-04-03T19:23:00.000+08:00

hate it hate it hate it..~~ y does she have to come down.. every time want the thing to blow up and she's satisified.!! wat a lousy attitude man!! fark.. think im late for skool cos of my job.. think twice la.. when i sprain my leg oso nv do le.. wan mi work oso u.. stop mi frm working oso u.. wat u wan mi to do sia..!! made mi cried in front of them again!! suck sia..!

u noe every time i cry i think of something.. its everytime i shed a tear is a crocodile's tear!!!!! thts y i hate crying.. it hurt mi more.. and bearing a tear on the brink of my eyes..its been in my mind so freaking many months.. and i cant forget of it!! thts y its so freaking hard.. wat u do onli made mi hate u more..!! and stop toking to u! wan mi move out oso can la..! oso dun wanna stay at tis farking hus man..! no freedom!! and somemore have to hear u nag..!!

to yang zhen.. thank man today.. consoling mi.. but dunno u will come my blog see la.. but mi juz wan to thanks ya..!
to fang.. cheer up.. u seems depressed today..

hahx.!!

2005-03-31T19:02:00.000+08:00

juz came back from the stupid chinese physician.. haix.. but now not really pain le.. hahx.. den ytd got bball training.. hahx.. i knew it.. i knew it man.. i cant resist the temptation..!! hahx.. den think tmr i still gng to run the 2.4km.. hahx.. long time nv run le.. nv liu han le.. haix.. so happie.. thinking tmr.. gng to run!! hahx.. 2 week le.. oieokie.

mi tht time went to bugis to buy bag.!! so nice.. shufen went wif mi.. hahx..

syf coming le..!!

band members..!! jia you!! do ur best can le.. watever we got is wateva we played.. so do ur best in the coming syf!! jia you man.!!

choir..!! lots ppl in na tis year in choir.. wish themm.!! jia you!! at least a bronze..!!?? okie.. u all can do it one..

gu zheng..!! tis mainly to sally yizhen and sh one la.. cos onli noe tis ppl frm guzheng one.. u all have bright future.. okie..!! jia you oso..

should i go or should i not..??

2005-03-19T14:53:00.000+08:00

thinking wat my mum told mum juz now.. she say tht there is a course for mi at aust/ america after i finish my o levels.. hinking if i want to go onot.. realli feel lyk gng lo.. cos mi wan to get out of this hell as fast as i could.. if yes.. mi havve to go reg tmr le... think deeply.. can i let go of the things here in the next year and go for my studies.. she said tht i can go there complete the tertiary course in 5 years which included the uni.. mi wan to go uni..!! but in sing.. i think i dun i can make it into.. another pt made mi wan go is to get a new life there.. a new xprience there... haix.. let mi think more la..

juz now watch the xun yi cao... den made mi rem... there gal name is yi xuan and my mum actu wan mi to change to tht name one lo.. think tht name is beta den my this chuan qi rig.!! chuan qi suck rig..!! haix okie la.. den today is the last episode of the show.. which made mi cry.. cos shooo freaking sad.. haix... yi xuan becos wan to keep her baby with leo den she would rather sacrifice herself.. but in the end both the mother and the child died.. so sad.. i could not imagine if one day the one tht i love leaves before mi wats the feeling.. muz be real sad one........ so best is not to love ani one...!!

stuck at home for the whole day le.. but did not do ani of the homework... haix... gonna wrk veri veri hard and not to play le.. cos have to aim for my wish.. to be a three pointer in n level!! and beat the rest down.. jia you gal..!! but ppl have to jia you oso... work hard for the n's.. but now oso no time le.. still got syf.. haix.. syf..pray hard not a cop can le.. more and more things coming up for mi!!!

freeeaaaaakkkkking paINNNNN!!!

2005-03-18T23:12:00.000+08:00

limbing all the way to skool and back home today.. argh.. pain... doctor say nearly fracture my bone leh.. lied to my mum say the tok wif my fren den nv see there is a drain and i dropped inside... hahx.. she believe!! but is play bball sprain one.. other wise she dun let mi play bball le.. tht time i will cry till siao...

went to acs(i) for xchange today... haix.. dint see lots of yandao.... but in bball today saw one cute gal.. hahx.. den we desiao ian.. tht gal real cute lo... den 3 point oso so good.. den mi today cos of my leg.. cannot go play.. den veri sad.. haix.. ren ming ba.. den today instead of having xchange mi and sam sit at the staircase there to... now realliy think tht a place full of gal is not for mi..!! haix.. my class oso lyk tht per oso lyk tht.. but now they noe how to solve their stuff.. but see their blog oso veri dui one la.. den mi tok bout how i think of something and someone.. haix.. sian diao.. think of her no hope man.. haix.. whole stomach filled wif fire..back to topic.. hehx.. can say tht our percussion section is beta den ms yip the other skool..!! hahx.. so zhi hao.. cos they playing the set pc and choice mi play before... and think tht i am beta then them!! hahx..

tok bout them(the per section man) argh.. sian man.. cos they scold each other den as a senior of both of them i last one den know a bit hmmm.... haix.. see how la.. kkz mi darn tired after all these stuff le.. wan go slp le.. bb.. miss ya.. muack..!!

My Life Juz Suck Rig!!

2005-03-17T18:58:00.000+08:00

seeing my tittle.. bet alots of ppl agree wif mi rig.. wish i wun born in tis world... suffering all this pain... where no ones noes bout them.. cos there no one i can turn to when i need them..!!! duo me xi wang i can leave this place as fast as i can..

this place is totalli not the world of mine.................. dunno since when... there's no one i can tok to..!!!!!

My Life Is iN BlAnK nOw anD wIll ReMaIn ForEvEr

im back..!!

2005-03-08T19:51:00.000+08:00

after such long time not blogging.. opps.. and ppl calling mi to update..!! okieokie. here i come..!!

the past days are tiring man..!! all bout skool cca and work.. argh..! darn tired.. sleepy man..! i was being praised by monica.!! hahx.. i run the counter so well wif feli.. tht day was really omg.. around 5 plus dint get to drink a dropped of water till bout 9++ cos of the ruch hour..!! argh..! so tired.. den went out a while wif fang... pei her go play arcade till late late.. den wanted to go throw rubbish but desmond threw it le.. den we went home le.. mi scared cannot catch the last bus den we dint take the same bus..!! sobz.. reached home den stay awake until 2 plus.. and next day work 12!! miracle..!! i can wake up.!! but tired la.. after tht went jogging wid fang..!! den around 1030!! den mi went zzzzz...

monday..!! mrs tan came into our class.. say till so...... hmmm... tht kinda..!! nothing happened much..!!

today!! is sj's b'dae..!! wanted to hit him 16 times one..!! but in the end nv..!! argh.!! hahx.. den dint rally go for band today..!! cos go find mr lee.. erm thts all la..

take care everyone.. bb....

argh.. bearing wif the .....

2005-02-23T22:13:00.000+08:00

to her.. frankly speaking its okie if u call mi irresponsible, shameless and wateva!! cos i noe im not... thts ur mouth to say mi.. cant u expect mi to go use a tape to tape ur mouth mehx.. dun worry i will return ur money!! and there nothing between mi and u.!! no longer fren ani more.. totally lyk a stranger!! i will delete ur name off my memories..

to grace.. sorrie gave attitude to u today.. mi dun feel lyk saying the reason out mahx.. so plz next time dun ask for mi the reason.. wanna ask go ask ms wu.. im prefectly fine wif it one.!

to fang.. thanks for the talk after our training.. juz lub u soooo much man.. made mi realize my mistake.. hahx.. next time will go find u for consoling man...!! juz lub u..!! hahx.. *note..--> im not a les!!!*

to jo.. sorrie today made u wait for mi and and in the end nv go home wif u.. realli sorrie bout tht.!!.

to dixie and fred.. hey hey..!! thanks for changing seats wif mi.. cos i realli cannot stand sitting there le.. hahx.. i sit the place u all sitting sure day dream one.. hahx..

finally finish wif my msg to others..!! overview of my day is perfectly fun!! gonna start a new day fresh!! buck up cindy!! strive high man..! do well in n level!! now i have learn how to tolerant beta not lyk last time le.. jia you!!

not blogging..!!

2005-02-19T18:39:00.000+08:00

haix.. sian.. lots of thing to do man..!! these few days are packed wif my own stuff!! mi argh.. got band and work and speech day rehearsal... sian these few days not feeling veri good.!! hahx.. let mi have veri long entry today.!!

sunday.. (day before valentine's day..!)

ytd work till veri late.!! den today have to go mr lee hus.. met the girls 1st.!! den went down find bian and jo!! THANKS MAN.. JO AND BIAN BOUGHT MI A BILLABONG WALLET!! LOVE U ALL LEHX.. den lata go find
fang.. den go find valentine present for ppl.!! den mi reach home at around 11 mid nite.. den gotta scolded frm mother.. went out at 9 plus.. went home so late..!!

monday.. (valentine's day..!)

argh..! it valentine day.! but have to go for band..!! den mi in band.. tok to tk of percussion section stuff la.. den cn came!! hahx.. we tok tok tok..! tok alot man.!! den mi gave to my class sweets.. precious moment one.. oso for band la..!

tuesday..

hahx.. today john gave mi and fang rose..!! so good of him lo.. hahx..!! den went for band again.. den mi tio scolded frm my conductor!! haix.. den mi pei feli go buy her jersey pants.. den mi go eat..! den went home..!!

wed.. (speech day rehearsal..)

today went for my rehearsal sian.. after skool went to kfc to have sectional lunch..! den went back the time.. saw the stupid pig!! *yang zhen*!! chop suay man.! den reach skool start rehearsal le.. so scary.!! cos mi playing solo when the warrant marching in lo!! so scary..!! den after tht umi came.. !! den few of us went to eat and chat.. den went home le..

thurs (Constantine- I m Contantine. John Contantine. u asshole.!! )

hahx.. constantine so nice.!! wanna go watch again!!! hahx..

friday!!

went for band.. nothing much.. after tht went for work.. kns..!! whole of the road frm clementi jam till plaza sing!! hate tht man..! made mi used 1 hour to reach ps.! den mi do closing til veri late..

now end le.. read till veri gan kor rig.. buaix buaix.. remember to write comment kkx.!!

no words to say

2005-02-19T18:23:00.000+08:00

since u wanna say till lyk tht!! say in front of mi la..!! y so ma fan go blog on blog..!! wanna say this rig!! i dun wanna do action..!! is u urself wanna do tis one dun blame on others..!! i dun mind being a loner of 4c2!! is ur biz..!! dun go tell others tht the other story or wat say tht i left u out or wat!! dun be sadist man..!! it is grose..!

freaking tired..!! but funn...

2005-02-13T00:00:00.000+08:00

today had a long day man.. went for work in the moring.. took a cab down.. den tht uncle.. freaking scary man..! take his cab.. is risking my own life man.. cos he there say tht guy dunno how to drive.. den he speed!! hahx.. fun.. but he ani how chap ppl lane one..!! hahx.. den mi went to work.. john called mi do the chicken..! argh.. full of chicken blood!!!!!!! so smelly man!!! argh..!! den mi take counter den do wif liang jun.. told her wat happen ytd..!! cos the wellz!! mi sick mahx.. den wan go for break!! and mi nearly vomit out.. but he dun allow lo..den gave him attitude!!! sorrie feli!! made u do counter for mi!! den he say one more time call mi punch out!! argh.. den i say punch out punch out la..!! dun need to take his attitude man.. da bu liao quit cai ma!! :P den mi today work frm 11 to 5.. normal lo.. do counter.. but after tht.. mi went into kitchen..!! hahx.. fun!!! yang zhen and fong yi taught mi kitchen.. den made mi bu she de leave kitchen le.. but in the end mi still have to leave.. cos liang jun knock off le.. den mi take over her.. argh.. nvm.. den take over fang cos she still haven reach s'pore mahx.. so take her shief.. 5 to 10!! thts means i worked 11 to 10!! 11 hours.!! den reached home blur blur come here blog le.. tmr have to wake up at 830!! how.!! cannot be late.. argh.. sure slp one lo.. haix..

to fang!! faster come back.!! no u no chiong.!! argh.. long time nv go out wif u le. if can we next time go ms.!! kkz.. or we go play pool or k!! !!!!! chiong till late late!! if can the next the day..!! hahx.. u noe i cant one.. around 12++ ppl will call mi go home le.. miss u so much!! hahx..

haix... gonna cry..

2005-02-02T21:48:00.000+08:00

more and more test coming up!! this whole week we've got bout 5 test??.. ass..!!! got eng cl math physic ss and retest.. but the retest we nv take in the end.! have not been blogging for the past few days.. haix.. 1stly say bout the most pissed one!! our bball loss to tw by one point..!! haix.. but still have to accept the fact..! okie!! dun grieve of the old stuff..!!

den now tok bout fang..she now start dng closing le.. den mi lehx.. cos dun wan to affect my studies den mi now onli doing sat and sun.. lyk tht mi mon tues and fri can go for band.. wed go for bball.. and thurs for mi to do all my revision for the WHOLE week!! argh.. so sad rig!! cos sat and sun go work should be all those long hours one.. den tht two days cannot revise work... haix..nvm.. can keep mi pack.. so i wun hu si ran xiang.... hahx.. back to main topic.. fang haven move.. cos something happen.. [sorrie.. hai ni bu ke yi ban le..] to fang..

now another topic.. these few days hao xiang zam tht person.. cos these few days.. dun see mi so happie.. but i xing li is.. wa.. bloody fucking bu hao!! and tht person so kao bei lo..!! argh!!! but mi still have to keep to my stupid promise!!! so i will juz be remain as an stupid retardos..!!okie!! wo shi yi ge jiang xin yong de ren!!

den today after skool mi went for steamboat.. yummie..!! go to tiong wif fred.. den today oso got yvonne si hua came along other den mi jo fang and feli..!! den eat till so full!! but xi guan le.. hahx.. cos everytime lyk one mahx.. den lata went home while fang go work.. she so poor thing tmr got test.. yet she working till closing.. wish her all the best le la.. cos dun think she will revise for her test.. for mi.. revise for bout 2 hours.. still cant get and freaking stuff into my stupid head.! juz physic.!! haven revise ss!!gonna die tmr.!!

Can I??

2005-01-30T01:17:00.000+08:00

can i still keep the promise after i have seen wat u wrote in my previous tag board?? thinking deeply in my heart.. u din know how was i hurt by them.. and every time i cry is becos of the same ppl.. do u think a gal wan to cry every time?? and this time is i din even had a chance to see wat thing is tht and i juz gave u tht stupid promise.. well i will juz keep the promise.. but becos of tht person i broke my own promise.. A PROMISE TO MYSELF!!!!!! YOU NOE HOW GUILTY IS THT??!! IS WORSE DEN BREAKING A PROMISE U HAD FOR UR FREN!!

since u say i shed crocodile tears...!! I WILL NV GONNA CRY IN FRONT OF ANI ONE!! EVEN HOW DIFF IS IT!!!!!! I PROMISE!! I SWEAR!! no matter wat.. and i juz have to say.. I HATE YOU AFTER WAT U HAVE SAID.. BUT I WILL NOT BREAK THE PROMISE UNLESS U MADE MI TO DO SO.. AND U NOE I CAN DO ANY NASTY THINGS WHEN U MADE MI FUCK UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Skool's boring..

2005-01-27T21:58:00.000+08:00

today is pradheep's b'dae.. happie b'dae.. today cai chun jia and zhang dong liang came to our skul.. as usual.. my class is so freaking enthu.. argh.. i was so pai seh lo.. cos i dun lyk them.. den i was sitting wif the chio bu hui yun.. omg she is really damn chio and those gentle gentle gal.. argh.. den lata go eat went home liaox..

sian diao.. tmr gonna play in the morning assembly again.. haix.. sux.. have to wake up so early lo.. den after noon have to go early for band.. cos have to do some qm stuff.. haix.. still have to go for the concert.. boon lay sec one.. haix.. gonna come home late again.. haix..

fang gonna move hus on sat ba.. if i not wrong la.. if nothing gonna happen on sat.. maybe helping her to move oso.. she gng to si qin hus to live le.. at bukit batok.. haix.. cos of her parents.. kkz..

last thing today our ct bball guys and netball gers.. won!!! hahx.. so happie!! ct bball guys won i think is cck sec ba.. den our netball gers won the bukit batok sec.. hahx.. keep it up!! kkz..! jia you jia you jia you.!!

Promise..

2005-01-26T21:17:00.000+08:00

today is my birthday...!! wish my self happie birthday.. 3 wishes for myself.. 1st is find my prince charming... 2nd is.. hope my mother let mi continue working.. dun wanna quit..!! 3rd.. one is keep it in myself.. and today promised somebody something le.. and all things are solved le.. hope so.. then today is the lasup suay day.. cos 3 of us fall down.. and one of us tooth pain.. haix.. 1st is mi and jo.. we there playing mahx.. den our leg cling to each other.. den fall.. pain.!! on my leg.. bleed.!! den mi on the morning nearly fall when coming to skool.. den lata after skool mi fang and jo went down to town.. hahx.. my sis buying mi a billabong bag for my birthday.!! hahx... so happie..

the match of ct and the hong kah.. we lose... sob sob.. haix.. jia you jia you jiayou.. kkz ct bball rawk..!!! kkz.. ctsb gonna jia you for the syf..!! kkz.. we noe we can do it one..!!

tiS prOve hoW wEaK am I !!

2005-01-19T22:30:00.000+08:00

no one is as strong as wat u all think tht they are.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

getting more and more hate skool.. feel lyk transfering to another class... this class is full of bitc*y ppl...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! really feel lyk making this choice.. after all every day go into tht fuc*ing class... is like i would rather go die den gng into class.. having more and more hatred in life... hate my life.... ................................................ fuck fuck fuck.....

juz wan to tell grace.. ani one saw this.. tell her oso..!!
wan say bout mi.. say my name out.. think u nv say valugarities..!! i nv scold u chee bye is alreadi good okie..!! bloody fucker.. think i see ur face wun fan wei argh.. bupo bin... tis is how i treat a fren.. show care and concern when they dun took mi for granted.. and they oso wun leave ppl out.. bloody fucker.. think u tht good argh!! see ur self at ur mirror.... ur house no mirror i buy one for u la..

thrid day... tmr my eyes will be more swollen.. okie... washing my face in tears for three days.. y every time i tear is becos of the same person............................. alright since 4c2 no one care of mii.. dun tok to mi ani more.. fuck off man.. i would jux tok to those who who really treat mi sincerly...

a person who has totally loss trust in everyone....................................

darn it.. hate skool.. hate my class...

2005-01-13T21:42:00.000+08:00

its since long time after skool re open.. den after jo and mc chao jia.. mi has been caught in the middle.. cant do ani thing.. den now in class can say tht im the loner.. realli tot of dropping a math le.. not cos of stress.. but cos of the peer pressure there.. f man.. hate it hate it hate it hate it...!!!!!!! if not becos go poly need a maths to enter.. mi wun study in tht freaking class ani more.. our class is so boring they crack lame jokes and onli them laughing there.. totally not funnie lo.. haix.. mi damn freaking pissed off wif this class man.. but have to ren ren ren... bare for two years and mi got nothing to do wif this class le..... rig.. wanna peh sai mi rig.. this is wat u all get frm mi...

this few days really bu hao so man... all day long band band band.. darn tiring lo.. mon, tues, wed, fri... but friday tht one i nv go.. cos got so meeting on.. so nv.. oso dun wanna go lo.. den ytd veri tired.. haix.. cos we got cca open hus in the morning.. den lata in the later nite went for work.. haix sian.. but in between went to fuad b'dae party.. for a while onli la. but i heard after i left.. alot of ppl went.. haix.. den ytd the john veri wat lehx.. said salmon b gave mi salmon and beef.. said 4 beef gave mi large beef.. darn pissed off le la.. den lata fang come find us after work den we go drink den go home le. den today read a few blog.. saw tht hong kah gonna compete wif ct.. gambatae..!! ct jia you.. cannot lose ge hong kah sec de..!! alwaes supporting ct bball.. cos u all rawks... i noe u all can de.. kkz..

SCHOOLING DAYS??

2005-01-11T21:23:00.000+08:00

haix.. it sucks.. totally... skool skool skool... haix.. last update was 6 of jan.. now 11 jan... so many day haven been updating my blog le.. lots of thing happening in mi.. hahx.. let's start wif fri.. went skool super early.! for band.. cos have to play in the morning assembly mahx.. den went back to class. for chem.. murali class.. he comment alot on our playing.. cos mi oso think it was atrotious man.. hahx.. den afternoon got band.. lata went for STEAMBOAT.... hahx.. love it man..

sat.. was working day the whole day.. actu working from 12 to 8 one.. den wellz extend mi to closing.. kao.. at 7++ alreadi feeling veri freaking tired.. cos think not enuf slp ba.. den at 9 wellz call mi do lobby.. den freaking tired nearly cried out.. but nv.. but went in totally shag.. den tears drop.. so i went toilet.. wiped my tears.. den yang zhen there veri poor thing cos he kept asking mi i okie onot.. but i ignore him.. hahx.. sorrie argh.. den lata john and yang zhen went up smoke.. so i tag along.. den john lata treat us kfc.. hahx.. den help feli close den go home le..

sun is supposed to go buy hp one.. but no more of e398.. haizx.. sob sob.. den nv buy le lo.. haix.. den went for work le.. den help feli closing one.. den mon which is ytd.. got band.. haix.. den reach home slp.. so nothing interesting one.. today oso.. kkz.. think wun be coming online in the next few days le.. cos got alot of thing to mang.. kkz.. bb..z

darn it.. my manager suck!!

2005-01-06T23:56:00.000+08:00

today do closing again.. shit.. scared tmr cant wake up.. cos today mi late for skool AGAIN.!! haix.. 4 days of skool.. late 2 days.. den today closing darn dui man... cos last min ruch in.. big crowd lyk bout 20 ppl.. came in at bout 930 la.. den we nv cook all things mahx.. so we all the things send.. nvm lehx.. den feli closing lobby.. den supposed to have manager help counter while counter close mahx..den he say.. when mi washing.. feli look counter... den is lyk unfair for her lo.. nvm.. tis one still okie.. den at 10 liaox.. we close le mahx.. den got customer came.. and wellz took order frm them and fong yi was lyk... fuck man........ mi was lyk kao bei la... order order... ass lehx.. den made mi so pissed of him lo.. close liaox still wan sell.. make ppl late go home.. tmr still have to reach skool at 645 le.. cos have to play the skool song and national anthem.. den jo oso quarrelled wid mc.. cos of something la.. dun wanna say.. as long today mood not veri good... kkz.. end here le.. bb..

argh.. darn it man..!

2005-01-06T01:13:00.000+08:00

hahx. finally got chance to come into blog my blog le.. other wise it will be stuck at the previous date le.. hahx.. darn it man.. fang bought a e398 man.. black belburt.. dunno how to spell tht name la.. den mi veri dui man..!!! hate her..!! thts the phone i wan...!! den suay suay do closing for the past few days man.. den tmr gng to do oso.. darn it man.. hahahahahahahahaha (1000000 times..) cos eugene tan is my english teacher..!! he is so shuai cool cute and more and more words to say good bout him man.. hahx.. den murali our chem cher.. hahx.. gonna pass science for sure.. and wif flying color le.. hahx.. tis year n le.. cannot play play le.. but still can lac bit la... ms chen say..we should 1.8 in n for msg....... how can.. a bit no confident le.. hahx.. all teacher stressing us alot tis year.. hahx.. today not a veri good day for mi.. kkz.. too tired le.. and one last thing.. mi gonna play sch song... darn.. suppose no need one lehx.. now have to reach skool at 645.. latest 7.. and i leave home at 7!!!! how.. help mi.. okie la.. mi jux gotten back frm work.. gonna go slp le.. tooooooo tired le.. gonna dream off my prince charming one.... hahx..*wishful thinking..*

the day before school re open..

2005-01-02T21:20:00.000+08:00

hmm.. having school re open blues man.. dunno y.. haix.. haix haix haix *100.. change the blog skins recently.. ytd went to work in the nite.. den wanted to get the chinese homework frm feli when she come to work but in the end.. she over slept too much le.. den nv come.. argh.. so too bad.. den in the bus home.. mi sleep sleep.. too tired mahx.. den nv alight at queenstown.. in the end slp till ghim moh.. and have to make a guy wake mi up.. den so pai seh lo.. argh.. den ytd oso casey last day le.. cos he gng ns mahx.. den think gonna miss him ba.. cos after all still fren mahx..

hmm today.. went work.. at 12.. be4 leave house quarral wif mother.. pissed off lehx.. nearly cried out lehx.. but in the nv lahx.. den lata went to work.. pump balloons for half of the day.. den give the xiao baby.. they soooooo cute man... feel lyk pinching their cheekss.. hahx.. den lata do lobby.. sian.. den oso got do dish wash, counter... hahx.. den lata do home work in manager room.. hahx.. so happie.. finish chinese and and chemistry...hahx.. den went home le.. lyk dat.. tht's all folks.. tmr skool re open le.. dunno how to wake up le.. bb.. :.b

HAPPIE NEW YEAR !!!!!!

2005-01-02T01:18:00.000+08:00

gotten into the year of 2005!! which means a new year= a new gruop of new things happening..= new frenz..= new hope... hmm.. let mi tok bout how i celebrate my new year eve.. hehx..

ytd mi work till 6 in the evening mahz.. so fang fang came find mi.. den we both veri stupid man.. cos we wanted to take one round of 16 but in the end we went to meridian there to eat yami yougurt.. yammie.. darn nice man.. loving it man.. hahx.. den we at 930 went back to ps.. den help them closing lo.. mi help fong yee and felicia.. hahx.. den in the end we went to ktv mahx.. hahx.. at cha ren zi jia.. quite fun la.. cos i lurve singing...... hahx.. den fang lata say she wan go orchard meet her stead..?? STEAD?? i oso dunno who.. cos she suddenly say i go meet stead.. mi shock dao man.. dunno who lai de.. haix.. den lata we went out of ktv le.. mi feli fang yang zhen and casey walk together to esplanade.. hahx.. finally.. can see the nite view of esplanade.. hahx.. always wanted to go there.. i noe is stupid.. but is nice..!! den fang reach esplanade.. den she took cab home le.. den onli mi feli yz and casey left.. den they tok tok tok... they got tok bout last time yoshi stuff.. den lata we took the 1st bus back home.. maricle my mother nv scold mi hahx.. so lucky man.. kkz.. too long le.. stop here le.. lastly.. wish every one a happie new year...

Long Time..

2004-12-29T23:37:00.000+08:00

today finally can use computer le.. cos every time come home broo always use com one mahx.. so cant use.. den in the morning no time to come in to type.. hahx..

since xmas nv blog le.. so start frm there.. working and working and band.. hahx.. tok bout band dui man.. cos tht day got xchange mahx.. den mi woke up late.. cos 530 am den slp.. so woke up at 800.. when reach clementi they went off le.. so pissed... these few days every day got work.. den ytd.. mi went for band.. but lata got problem le.. cos at band veri hungry le.. budden still nv eat.. cos cant eat argh.. so endure to finish band.. den lata went to buy food eat but my stomach still pain.. think kana gastric pain la.. so mi still went for work.. but still haven eat... den mi do dish wash.. but wellz saw mi in such a pain.. so give mi break till 730pm.. den lata cont dng dish wash.. but lata after a while of nothing... the pain come again.. but ren dao 10.. knock off le lo.. den went off wif yang zhen and fang.. den mi and fang took triple one home..

den today hmm run counter the whole day.. prefer to run back up.. hahx.. den mi and fong yi tok alot today.. but cannot say.. a secret of purs.. sob sob.. today eunice cried... cos she dropped the rice mahx.. den john tot is feli one.. but is eunice.. den eunice tot john scolding her.. so she cried.. scared mi.. sad lehx.. sabrina and eunice gonna quit.. haix.. den today all kitchen crew wierd wierd one.. not their usual self.. haix.. den today fang b'dae... happie birthday gal... be happie la.. kkx..

x'mas...

2004-12-25T05:36:00.000+08:00

hehx..today freaking fun...went out wib yoshi ppl... go celebrate x'mas man... den mi got work till 10 mahx...today freaking unlucky.. see scheldue see wrong time work 5 report at 6... argh.... always see the wrong timing.. argh....... pissed.. den whole day flyers... love it man... cos i dish wash mahx... den give flyer can see alot of yandao... hahx... since the 1st time i give flyers.. tis is the 1st time i really enjoy myself... hahx... dunno y.. den b4 tht went ot tiong eat steam boat.. hahx.. after tht mi knock off le.. waiting for fang and jo lo.. mi slack there lo.. den we count down at yoshi wib feli fong yee john yang zhen casey fang jo and a ex crew... but dunno wats his name... hahx.. .. lata we went down to orchard... shiok lehz..play wib them... den lata shag le la.. too tired le... hahx.. den mi go home.. at 5++... hehx... mother nv scold... hahx.. thts enuf..

FuN..

2004-12-22T22:28:00.000+08:00

think alot days nv come update le.. den these few day nv come online oso.. cos every day is 11+ 12+ reach home le.. ytd mi freaking bo liaox.. and ytd is yiwen come back tht day.. ytd supposed to go band exchange one.. but mi slept at 530 and have to wake up at 630 one.. but in the end mi wake up at 8.. hahx.. den mi rush to skool in the end when i reach clementi they have left.. so mi nv go lo.. den mi freaking bo liaox.. den wanted to walkback home one.. but in the end walk till dover.. stop le.. den took 14 to ps.. hahx.. bout 45 min journey.. den mi go go take triple 1 den took 45 mins trip.. all the way slept.. hahx.. den waited for fang.. in yoshinoya.. den mi slept in the manager room.. hahx.. all the packet of rice around mi.. damn nice to slp lo.. hahx.. den feli come find us.. after fang knock of we went to take 16 one round.. hahx.. cos we waiting for time to past so we can help yohsi close.. hahx.. den in yoshi all the teenage there.. mi fang feli fong yi yang zhen casey john.. all there play lo.. den in the end reach home 12+.. hahx.. den srt slp le.. cos too tired le..
tht was for ytd..

hahx.. taday nah... went for partying.. freaking fun!! yo ah yo ah yo... hahax.. mi today knew new fren.. but nv get their nos.. so sad.. cos they all go clubbing one.. mi wanna go clubbing.. hahx.. den mi under veri funni state noe them one.. cos we there dancing rig.. den one gal name milk saw mi den she call mi to join them.. so i join lo.. den saw them dance freaking good lo. tot they go clubbing one.. den went toilet saw them oso.. den we intro ourselves.. gto the other named susana one.. i think... den they praised mi for dancing veri nice.. hehx.. so pai seh lehz.. but a bit happie.. hahx.. den they tot mi got go clubbing one.. but in actu fact mi nv lehx... hahx.. after tht actu one wan get no frm them but nv cos cant see them where r they.. cos lyk tht can go for clubbing wif them mahx.. but i the end.. nv get... so sad... den mi go tiong meet feli and fang go eat stemboat.. hahx.. again.. happie happie happie.. den lata go eat the tiong tht ice cream.. 3 flavour.. belguim and strawberry.. sob sob.. no dark chocolate.. mi wan dark chocolate.. hmm.. yummie yummie..!! den lata go home le..

lastly think next few days wun be blogging le.. cos lots of act lining up for mi to go.. esp my work.. haix. hehx.. mi working in xmas... some more 6 hours.. can get double pay lehx... den think xmas eve got work lata.. mi go ton.. den srt go work le.. hahx.. fun fun fun... fun event coming up!! so dun bother to come my blog le.. hahx.. but have to tag!!! kkz.. this is too long le.. gtg buaix.. miss ya.. and merry christmas.....

Hmm.. tired day..

2004-12-21T04:27:00.000+08:00

hmm.. today argh.. mi late for band lo..hahx.. cos the day b4 slept at 3++ la.. den in the morning can wake up 630 one.. but in the end.. thinking tht still early.. in the fact still early.. den went back to slp le.. in the end 9+ den wake up.. after tht mi rush for band lo.. cheng ni was there.. hahx.. den tok to her veri nice.. cos got topic to tok mahx.. hahx.. den lata meet jo go for a steam boat.. hahx.. ytd mi oso went for the steam boat.. but not sick of it lehz.. tmr think gng wif fang again.. but muz see got money 1st onot.. hahx.. cos no money no food mahx..den lata by the time mi eat finish.. is time for mi to go work le.. den thru out the whole journey of the bus mi slping lo.. so pai seh.. cos ppl see u there slp.. haix den today in work got mi feli eunice yang zhen casey john.. all the zhang bu da.. always there play one.. argh.. den the miso dispenser spoilt.. den kao have to manual lehz.. so ma fan.. hahx.. den lata john extend mi till 930 le.. cos auntie cecilia need to wash dish mahx.. so help her lo.. after tht mi knock off le.. after tht mi went home le.. tmr still got exchange mahx.. but in the end mi play computer le.. den watch the model show.. so shuai.!!! hahix.. mi fa hua chi le.. den lata switch channel.. to the channel 8.. got one show.. bout teenage one la.. all those go clubbing.. den the xiong di fall in love wif the same gal.. but damn romantic.. hahx.. den got one guy name lobo.. damn freaking cool lehz.. gonna go find out whose tht guy.. kkz.. think this entry is long.. shall stop here le.. bb..

Freaking unlucky day for mi..

2004-12-19T11:48:00.000+08:00

ytd mi work at 5 to 9.. den mi go find my sista 1st.. cos pass her something.. den suay suay... caught in a jam in orchard road when mi wanna go from far east to ps.. so long lo.. lucky mi go off earlier from there lo.. otherwise mi sure late one la.. hahx.. den mi to day 1st thing do is do counter back up mahx.. den choo call mi to go take soya bean out.. arg.. mi took a spoilt one.. den do mango tea.. gotten a pail wif holes... den lata after all these things.. mi go do dish washing.. after all dish washing is quite fun.. cos i think is the most relac stuff to do one.. but my hand will....... haix.. den nvm.. dish wash till 8 plus.. john call mi go distribute flyers.. den mi go lo.. den come back at 9++.. supposed to knock off at 9 one lehz.. but nvm.. extend lo.. who noes john will extend mi till 1030.. argh.. my summer scent.. and den ytd they oso open till 11 pm.. so late lo.. den mi after eating.. ruch home le.. cos my summer scent.. hahx.. all cos of my summer scent.. mi hurt my hand.. cos.. mi walk too fast den fall down.. pain.. feel lyk crying out loud.. but i cant.. cos promised myself not to drop a shed of tears ani more.. be jian qiang... cannot cry... argh.. is can see the flesh one lo.. argh.. wat a unlucky day i have..

den today went to jess blog to see see... den saw some thing.. saying tht.. the sun de rong.. forced toro to farm the 183 club.. or wat ever.. and their pay is lower den the 7 flower one lo.. fuck lehz.. and he sacked jason out of the company or wat la.. fuck fuck fuck.. juz cos of the reason.. jason wan toro out of the company.. fuck fuck fuck... pissed.... and now.. think he sack two of them liaox.. zai zai and jason.. hate him.. den saw jess fren blog.. saw they saying tht sun xie zhi and sun zhong.. gaying around.. omg.. so grose.. but i noe sun xie zhi wun one.. cos HE IS NOT A GAY.....

SUN XIE ZHI ROX...

Long fucking day..

2004-12-18T01:50:00.000+08:00

today work frm 1 to 10.. veri tired.. freaking tired.. afternoon shift got feli wellz casey and chris... den at nite shift is sabrina eunice yangzhen fongyee and choo.. hahx.. choo is gonna go crazy.. cos mi oppose him so much... hahx.. argh.. today jit nogh auntie scolded mi again.. can dun say scold la.. but to mi is.. haix.. den play wif the aunties... fun.. hahx.. den at 1st do dish washing.. sob sob.. my hand is all so rough.. sad lehz.. den lata wellz extended mi to 8 one.. den either do counter backup or lobby one.. but in the end.. ba niang nv come.. den fongyee went into kitchen.. den mi take counter.. mi and sabrina take counter together.. den fang aroung 9 come find mi but mi haven knock off mahx.. so she waited for mi.. heard yoshi wanted to open until 11 lo.. den they close till veri late one lehz.. but in the end they still start closing at 10 lo.. as usual.. who call the carrefour have to open so late.. and open so late equal got ppl.. got ppl = got customer... got customer = got profit.. so in the end i oso dunno they open until wat time.. den mi and fang took triple one go home.. freaking long lo.. cos we waited for bout 45 mins.. hahx.. den reach home bout 12 plus le la.. miracle... mother not nag.. hahx.. den reach home.. bath watch the model show.. watch till half way.. come blog my blog le.. and go see other ppl blog.. fucking freaking pissed off.. feel lyk crying out loud and scold tht person.. but cant.. my heart is feeling veri uncomfortable now.. forgive mi for scolding vulgarities... hate myself so much...!!!!!! fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.....!!!!!!

Frenz..

2004-12-16T13:23:00.000+08:00

thinking alot of stuff today.. esp reflecting bout this year.. gonna forget every thing now.. but its hard for mi.. cos forgive is easy and forget is hard.. and some one always say i forget already. but i dun think so.. and during the chalet told fang some thing.. she called mi to forget of it.. but i've being trying.. i'll keep trying to forget.. but im tired..stop thinking of it.. suck.. my heart is gonna burst one time cos too muchie thing.. okie.. though its tired but i have to keep on trying.. if not i dun even have the quality to love ani one else.. den comment for the bbq.. thinking.. u all compliant tt u all nv eat ani thing in the bbq.. but why when there onli mc and jun hao they all there still so much things left.. and mi still have to top up 50 buck for u all.. and when i reach home mi stomach is growling.. think deep into ur heart.. is this fair enuf??

bbq..

2004-12-14T13:16:00.000+08:00

these few days have been veri busy.. cos have to go to buy all the bbq hahx... den since last fri nv come online le.. hehx... den oso got to go for work mahx.. den today is the day for bbq le.. think so fast cos so fast reach dec le.. and 10 more days to go is x'mas count down.. and 5 more days from x'mas count down is new year.. den skool re open... hahx.. den these few days oso gone for work.. den go do flyers again....... den sat 1st time do 9 hours.. but can say its fun lo.. hahx.. but tiring.. go home.. slp for srt 12 hours... hahx.. den yts.. work 12 to5.. hahx.. den waited for fang till 6 plus.. den in mean while talk to wei jie mahz.. realiese tht he dunno ani thing tht happen in the chalet... so freaking unlucky lo.. cos yang zhen and casey there bully mi while mi waiting for fang... ass hole man... nvm.. all these... i wil revenge... den fang sick.. mi pei her go take bus.. den mi go shop shop while waiting for jo to come meet mi.. den we go buy the things she needed.. den we go home le...

Chalet.. Work.. Fun..

2004-12-10T18:56:00.000+08:00

haix.. these few day nv come to blog.. cos have to chalet and work.. hehx.. fun man.. sopposingly i cant go one.. cos my mum dun wan let mi go.. den i hack care her lo.. den tht day 9 plus den reach home.. den went back to plaza sing to go wif yan liang, yang zhen, fang and wellz.. took cab down there.. but of cos have to pay la.. den reach there.. they bbq finsh.. den they start to drink.. hehx.. mi argh.. cant drink one.. but still manage to drink a few mouth... hehx.. den mi fang and yang zhen went outside to pei yang zhen smoke.. den damn heavy smoker lehz.. in one nite can smoke finish one packet plus lehz.. den fang and yang zhen compare who can drink.. but in the end both of them drink 6 and 1/2 cans.. haix.. pro lehx.. thinking when can i drink so much.. haix... cos sometimes i really wan to get drunk to forget of something.. haix.. den john went out of chalet.. den we go find him.. haix...and alot of ppl get drunk.. got feli wei jie mark yan liang... and dunno who le... den in the morning.. mi and fang went out and went to the beach lo... den we went back to slp but onli manage to slp for two hours.. den after slp.. others still slping mahx.. so i went to the beach alone.. cos too boring lo.. den wait for feli to wake up den in the end have to go back to yoshi to work.. den mi and mark work at same time.. den we went together lo..den work... wif yanliang yangzhen and mark.. den they all bully mi!!! after knock off le... help yangzhen and yanliang closed.. den mi yangzhen and wellz... go to pasir ris together.. den mi sit alone.. thinking of the past things.. nearly cried.. but cannot cry.. neva wan to cry bcos of those stuff again.. not worth.. realli.. den reach there.. do something.. but cannot say.. den in the morning.. went to the beach.. hehx.. mi and fang oso.. cos we both lyk beach and viewing the sea so much.. but not got additional yangzhen.. hahx.. den climb the fence over.. cos lazy to walk so far... den tht day went out wif mc.. tired lehz.. 3 days slp bout 4 hours.. haiz.. den after tht went for work.. den wait for feli to knock off den went home.. den reach home.. srt slp lehz.. den today have to work.. but late.. den have to treat feli and yangzhen the shi lin things.. haix.. broke le.. kkzz .. got to go slp le.. veri tired..

Omg.. wat a tiring day...

2004-12-04T22:05:00.000+08:00

kao.. today.. after a freaking long break.. of rotting at home.. finally went to work le... freaking tired man... mi today do counter for the whole day... den kinda get scoled by him... haix.. tell u more later...
mi ytd went out for steam boat.!! yummie... mi jo and mc.. we went to eat the buffet one.. every thing... FREE FLOW.....!!!! yummie.. we eat until... erm.. so freaking full... we ate lots and lots of beef... now kinda scared of beef le la.. cos mc keep stuffing mi beef to eat... sob sob... den in the end... TOO FULL... veri hard to walk... den mi pei jo go town and city hall take thing frm ppl... for her mother one la.. den take finish we walk to plaza sing... quite fast the journey.... den mi and jo.. on the way tok bout bbq stuff.. so we went to carrefour to see wat thing to buy... wif the two big bags.. hahx...den we take triple one back home again.. and mi play com and watch tv.. at nite the model show freaking nice man.. a two hours show.. and made mi slp at 3++ every nite.. sob sob..

den today.. really report at 12noon today.. hahx.. den rare case man.. today do whole day of counter... den do together wif liang jun.. get to noe her beta.. hmm.. den now tok of the coffee... COFFEE... my favourite.. but hu noes.. tht makes mi get scolded by john.. sobsob..say mi make a coffee for 5 mins.. n i there nothing to say le lo..den the retard casey there laughing.. den after tht went punch out le.. den call christ made for mi beef bowl.. large one... so big how to eat finish.. but still manage to stuff finish after ytd tht steamboat..den today.. saw choo..!!! but he lyk weird weird one... but dunno how to say... kkz.. mi today lyk write too long... too naggy le...

Curious....

2004-12-02T15:34:00.000+08:00

today argh.. rotting at home.. let mi start from ytd.. haix.. supposed to go to band one.. but in the morning stomach not feeling well.. feel lyk vomitting.. dunno y.. think the day b4 eat too much rubbish le... hahx.. den shu fen called mi when i was still sleeping.. eeerrr... pissed.. cos hate ppl to disturb mi in my sweet dreams.. haix.. nvm.. den lata cannot get back to slp le.. den get up.. play com le.. den watch vcd.. den went to meet fang.. in the end.. the stupid monk.. den wan let her off.. and made mi waited for her for one and half hour man... Fcuk him la.. a**hole.. den we went for steamboat.. in the mean while... shu fen told mi wat happen in band today.. and she say tk get scolded.. and to stu*** princip** wan us to play for every friday.. the morning assmbly.. suck lehx.. and have to reach skool at 645.. hmmm thinking.. tht was the time im still at home slacking... den say alot la... den when mi and fang settle down le.. den we started toking.. and we reach one topic.. tht we r veri curious... cos we saw eunice blog.. and we conclued tht eunice is in love wid yang zhen.. but we cant make sure... and we there joking.. say tht yang zhen this kinda happie go lucky kinda of ppl will have wAT reaction.. .... erm.. to eunice: hope u dun mind.. wat we have said.. kkz.. den after our steam boat.. went down to ps to check schuldue lo.. and we realize tht we have to fly home for sg idol.. but lucky mi in time.. den listen.. mi have comment... syl sings the "I Dream" beta den Taufik.. cos i lyk the ending.. really got syl style.. the rocky kinda.. and An Jing *ENCORE!!!!* OMG man.. simply in love wif tht song he sang.. den saw jeasse and maia... the two chio bu of the show.. and dick lee sang tht song is funnie.. but nice.. den result show.. haix.. the part where they sang the diff genre.. is cool... and the part where they sing.. thats why fren r for.. cool.. man.. and ytd saw oli.. made mi begin to dislike her.. cos she give mi the feeling tht she cant afford to lose lehz.. dunno y.. den after tht.. result came out.. expected tht is taufik.. but still veri sad.. cos syl got his own style.. seriously speaking.. haix.. den after sg idol.. went to watch romancing honk kong.. omg.. tht makes mi wan to go hk more... argh... actu can go this year one.. but.. haix...

den today whole day rotting at home lo.. but nvm.. cos bro go chalet.. so happie... cos can use the com all day long.. hahx.. den today mi oso change the skin of my blog le.. give comment kkz...thanks... den jo say tmr we gng to sentosa... yeppie... so happie.. tht time b4 obs.. mi wanted to go sentosa alot one.. but in the end.. din manage to go.. haix.. den tmr go.. so happie...

re-hi..

2004-11-30T21:07:00.000+08:00

yoz.. have not been blogging for the past few days.. 1stly.. mi got 2 performance to go for this week.. haix.. sick of it le.. make mi no time to go out wif frenx.. all day long practise.. haix.. sick of tis kinda of days le la.. but its all over le.. now is time to be guai gal gal le.. den tis week onli go for steam boat for onli once.. so sian.. hehx.. but nvm.. mi gng for steamboat tmr.. after my band.. hahx.. gonna eat lyk siao.. thts a nice place to go.. den after my obs.. mi not gng to work.. as much as be4 i went for obs.. but nvm la.. can lac lac.. no need to be so stressed up man.. think tis month's pay have to pay for all the kind of things lyk the bbq.. chalets.. and debts.. haix.. and my this month pay can say not alot.. but bo bian.. have to pay for bbq 1st.. otherwise this bbq cannot be successful.. kkz.. so have to come horz.. lyk tht mi will not waste my pay le.. and lastly..

plz.. tell mi who r gng to the bbq and wat kinda of food u all would lyk to see in the bbq* cannot confirm will have..* and on the day it self.. we need guys to help us move.. volunteers...?? cum on..help us gals.. thank.. thanks.. can sms mi to my hp.. kkz..

signing off le..

DurIng ObS

2004-11-24T22:45:00.000+08:00

haix... sob sob obs has ended so fast.. at 1st was waiting for tht day to come but now is lyk.. haix.. this entry meant for obs one la.. describe moi life in the obs..

1st day
our 1st day is reach skool as usual.. take bus go and report at pulau ubin... den get into gps.. which they call watches.. mi in DHANABALAN.. cool man.. at 1st dunno how to pronouns the name.. so ashame man.. hahx.. but in the end.. of cos noe le la.. otherwise will be out of the gp man.. hahx.. den the 1st day we oso do our 1st activity mahz.. we did it wid eng soon.. 1st activity is kayaking.. so fun.. we learn how to capsize den learn how to turn.. hahx.. mi took a long time to really learn how to turn direction.. den mi wif jen the same kayak.. den after kayaking we jus went for our dinner.. and some stupid talk.. when mi was there sleeping.. too tired le..den after tht not long after the dinner.. we went for supper and went back to our own doms.. den.. mi, ching er, yan ming and yan sheng.. did not slp.. den we were there talking.. when we were there talking so engross.. eng soon's instrutor came and interfer.. mi and ching er went back to our own bed.. and pretent to be slping.. hahx. den in the end i wwas freaking tired and i went to slp..

2nd DaY
2nd day was real fun man.. hahx.. cos is rope course.. mi love rope courses.. cos can build up alot of things.. and tis is the 1st time in moi life which ever completed a rope course.. tis credit have to go to ting you man.. w/o her.. think i dun have to confidence to complete to rope course.. cos she there encouraging mi to go on.. thanks alot ting you...!! den we oso learn how to belay oso.. mi in another camp learn not lyk theirs one.. den in the end learn the obs one veri hard to pick up.. in the end still use back the moe style.. hahx.. im so bad.. den at the nite.. kc, our intructor.. came to brief us on the expedition on the next few days... den we went back and pack bags.. and slp.. thts all for 2nd day..

3rd dAy
thrid day we went for trekking.. so fun.. but wat is pity is we cant complete the we can complete one but in the end.. haix.. and cos of tht mi veri scared of jumping long dist.. cos i falled down.. quite far la tht dist.. haix.. den our watch is lyk speeding lehx.. cos got the help frm mal... hahx.. cos he went to obs 2 months ago.. hahx.. den he noe every thing.. somemore he went for moblie one man..lyk tht he sure noe every thing mahx.. den when we waiting there.. we saw dunno wat dragon man.. crawl pass.. so huge.. den time's up.. we go meet eng soon up.. we walk walk walk.. den saw a drain... no...!! have to jump.. argh.. den mi having phobia le la.. den okie.. got seng loong and mal support us..den mi crossed the drain.. i was so happie.. cos the drain.. was bigger den the previous one.. hahx.. den shi ya veri poor thing.. she dropped into the drain.. haix..den finally we reached our camp site two.. tat place veri wat.. go toilet is open space one.. den gals wan to change veri hard.. :.x hahx.. den we picth the phachas.. *kinda of tents..* den we lyk tht slp.. wake up le.. we saw fireflies.. and im jealous.. mi lying together wid chinger and yan ming.. and both of them saw shooting stars.. mi nv.. sob sob..

4th DaY
we went to kayaking again.. almost 3/4 round the pulau ubin.. den when we kayaking.. we bo bian have to change leonard and yan ming.. cos leonard not feeling well.. den change lo.. when we noe tht we gonna reach the distination.. we were lyk so happie... cos we reached so freaking early man.. hahx.. 4 hours of kayaking.. but i was sun tan until so dark.. my keg there is lyk obvious two color le...sob sob.. mi now dunno how to tan back the same color le la.. haix.. den at nite is the worst.. worst of the worst.. cos the rain came b4 we slp.. and end after we woke up.. in between.. wao.. tht was scary man.. at 1st i was sleeping in the rain.. cos i was all wet le.. den sacrifize lo.. but in the end i was trembling lyk crazy.. den i went thru the whole nite trembling lyk tht.. it was a hardest nite for us to pass..

5th DaY ( which is the last day.)
we kayak back to the camp site one.. and clean up.. de brief of the whole camp by kc.. den finally gotten back moi bao bei hp and mp3.. hahx. thts wat im longing for the whole camp.. but mi really gonna miss the camp.. and the campers..cos we gone thru so much things.. hahx..

+DHANABALAN+
iNSTrUcTOr-> TaN k.c.
CamperS-> XiN mIn s.s.-->Esther, Jen, Artikah, Mal, Kendrick, Edwin, J.J.
c.T.S.S--> CiNdY, ChiNgEr, TiNgYoU, ChrIst., YaN MinG, YaN ShEng, B.K.

Obs is gonna start..

2004-11-15T18:42:00.000+08:00

haiz.. thinking tht tmr is the starting of obs.. makes mi miss moi food man..!! hahx.. and oso frenz la.. *dun think mi is so heartless one horz..* but in obs can learn more things and frenz... this two days.. gng out wif joling they all den ytd we went to plaza singapura.. hahx.. again.. mi lyk nv sick of ps one lehz.. hahx. den wentto arcade 1st.. after tht mi went to toilet come back le.. saw bian alone standing there.. den go pei her lo.. since mi not playing.. den saw her eyes were red.. i was lyk.. *huh.. is she gonna cry..?* then not long lata her tears were flowing down... i was shock man.. haix.. den wait for jo and mc play finish their percussion master.. den we went into carrefour to buy moi obs thingys.. veri funnie.. all of us.. were lyk siao char bo.. laughing there lo.. haix.. den they help mi to look for moi things.. in the end mi onli bought the repellent.. haix.. went in there for so long.. den got onli one thing.. den we went to yoshi to find feli mahx.. den when we were bout to leave ps tht time.. got one guy frm op named simon.. gave us a discount card... sales... 30% den we can resist the temptation.. we went in.. hahx.. saw the slippers.. and shorts.. omg!! mi want buy la.. but no $$ haix.. den ytd oso decided tht 3n(a) got its own's bbq.. and organizer is mi again...... den today went out wif family.. went to turf city.. eat... ah yi rest... omg... mi thinking.. after go obs.. no more good food le.. haix.. sob sob.. den today go eat lobster xiang ba bang.. and lastly roasted pig... hahx... den went down to ps again.. to find feli and jo.. but feli have to go work.. den mi and jo went to orchard's popular to buy moi string for obs.. thinking tht today oso can buy the horoscope book but in the end cannot find.. haix.. so nvm lo.. den went down to tangs to buy things to eat.. haix.. stomach hungry mahx.. some more think tmr gng obs.. the food... haix.. den muz eat more.. den release frm obs.. can go eat the ice cream.. told jo tht after obs.. muz pei mi go eat ler.. think wat things to eat... erm...... ice cream... go go express... steam boat..... and sugar cane w/ lemon.. and auntie anne.......... and more and more.... hahx.. den they will think im a ghost juz release frm the hungry ghost fest... hahx.. okie.. think should stop here le... too naggy le la.. haix.. two day entry can let mi write till so long.. mi go obs.. muz miss mi hor.... and lastly.. i will miss syl...!!!

A Day oF bOreDnEsS

2004-11-14T01:39:00.000+08:00

hey hey.. here i come again not long after the previous post.. today afternoon not happening one la.. so there is no need to say ani thing of it... den lata went to work at 6.. 5++ leave house.. den neva expect tht in orchard will be raining so heavily lo.. den sum more mi veri careless lehzz. play hp games play until forget to alight at the shaw hus bus stop to take another bus to ps.. instead.. i alighted at the bus stop opposite.. far east.. see how stupid can i be.. so lyk tht have to run frm the bus stop to the over head.. hahxx. den tht time funnie man.. juz nice i was listening to jian ao.. den lyk runnig in the heavy ain.. lyk.. wat de..... hahxx.. mi too tired le la.. too tired made mi become lame.. okie.. den took 190 to ps.. reach there bout 6++.. tht time den realise tht I WAS LATE!!! be4 tht din realise lehz.. haixx... mi have to be more careful la.. next time.. *maybe* den yang zhen juz nice knock off mahx.. den he was freaking prevert.. say tht "you noe horx.. u was drenched onli the upper part of ur shirt onli.. den the lower part wasnt drench.." i heard it.. st away noe wat he mean!! %*&^@*^^$*$@#$#()*&*%^&% ==> wat i feel lyk scolding him.. ARGHHHHHH!! he still say.. he was complementing mi lo.. wtf.. i dun need ur complement.. hahx.. den today supposed to do dish washing.. but cos i realli dunno how to do it.. so the called mi to go do lobby.... den john called to go stand at the counter there.. to promote to ppl wat our stall is selling.. den come the second biggest in the company.. bigger den john one.. a lady lo.. den i tht time dunno whu is she.. den i intro lehz.. den until john tok to her for quite long den i go find wellz.. ask him whu is she.?? at tht time den i noe lehz.. omg..!!! den at tht time i was alreadi giving attitude le la.. cos really veri tired mahx.. cos in the morning.. so many ppl sms mi lehz..!! den sum more 11++ and i slept at 2++ in the previous day.. so tired.. den mi continue giving attitude even i go off lo.. today really not moi usual self la.. normally will joke around.. but today.. haix.. den noe of today.. some thing bad happen..
to her..==> hope tht the gal will be fine.. dun need to be sad of such a guy.. okie.. u dun have his huggies... u still have ur fren ones.. kkz...cheer up!!

to him..==> u dun need to give such a stupid excuse.. think of the gal feeling.. kkz.. this is not to scold u la.. but next time wanna have such a decision.. dun give such a stupid excuse lo.. every one will noe.. it is not true.. kkz...

Another Day Of Mailers & Steamboat..

2004-11-12T23:00:00.000+08:00

hahxx... syl!!! he went into the final 3!! argh.. next week cannot watch!.. sob sobzZ.. argh... cos got obs mahx.. argh.. kns.! den today the whole day distribute mailers again.. nvm.. wait till 830 can watch syl.. but so sad is by the time the result is out.. i finsh distribute le.. den the managers dun let mi go distribute again.. argh.. sob sob.. i want my syl.!! den when distribute mailers.. saw arties again.. zhou chong qing.. and wu xu ma li.. hahx.. ma li took mailer frm mi.. hahx. den today after distributing mailers.. went up to do lobby.. sian.. den be4 report to work.. went down to tiong to eat steam boat again.. hahx.. veri nice.. but eat until moi teeth is black black.. haix.. think the whole day is bout lyk tht la.. got to go le.. juz come back frm work lehz.. veri tired.. wanna slp.. hahx..

A Day Of Fun..

2004-11-11T21:50:00.000+08:00

hahx.. today had another day of distributing mailers.. hahx.. sianx..!! sick of doing tht le.. but oso good la.. can see chio bu!! and yan dao.. saw chao guo hui.. and chuang mi xue.. and other actors.. but cant name their name out.. den mi xue was so freaking chio man.. and chao guo hui.. was so freaking tall!!!!! make mi jealous..!! er... den lata.. after moi work.. went to grace hus.. den suppose thinking dun wan to go down to water one la.. but in the end is lyk cant stop the swimming temptation.. so borrow swimming costume frm her.. hahx.. den gng to go eat tht time.. notice a pool table..!! POOL TABLE!! wanted to go pool for a long time le.. tis time can play le.. hahx.. den we played one round den have to go le.. cos grace and sh have to o singapore idol.. hahx.. den lata went to jo hus.. to watch singapore idol.. hahx.. den mi is lyk dun really go crazy of syl last time.. but now is lyk.. oh my god man.. hahx.. jo oso gng crazy for him le.. hahx.. gng off le..

Shark Tale

2004-11-11T09:52:00.000+08:00

ytd.. got band in th afternoon.. den niw band can say sian sian one la.. not so interesting compared to last time.. ytd oso the 1st time saw our syf set pic.. see the timpani part.. lyk veri nice.. but few part is solo part la.. so..... mi have to buck up le.. den after band go meet mc and jo.. we go watch shark tale... hahx.. so freaking nice man..mi myself laugh lyk hell.. hahz.. den we supposed to go home one.. but in the end we went to town again.. cos we go find jo's mother.. den we took bus go home from town.. wait.. not yet finish.. half way thru.. moi sister called mi.. ask mi wanna go crystal jade eat.. somemore.. time is around 10++ le.. oh ya... den ytd oso xchange hp wid jo.. cos she wanna use the siemens one.. cos can flip mahx.. thts wat they lyk of moi fone.. hahx...

Doll Master.

2004-11-10T01:27:00.000+08:00

today.. went out wif jo feli and mc again.. kns.. today went to eat steamboat again lo.. haix.. sure another pimple will come out lo.. lyk we all everytime go eat lyk tht.. some more the soup base is the tomyam soup man.. will die lehz.. hahx.. but cannot denied tht is nice la.. tht y we every time go to the same shop to eat..! den after tht is we went to play percussion master.. help mc got her level.. den got one small boy.. he ani how play one la.. lyk play until the stick ani time gonna fly away lyk tht one lo.. haix.. den ltr got another teenage bout our age lyk tht la.. came to play la.. supposed to be verse den in the end mc go play cooperation.. den we were lyk.. erm........ den lyk tht made tht guy waste one dollar.. haix.. so sad.. den ltr mc emotionally not feeling well.. den she went home 1st.. so she miss her doll master.. sbut another thing is she oso watch before lehz.. haiz.. den we went to cine to watch the doll master.. a nice yet scary show.. wanted to go watch again one but.. as mc say.. not enuf vitamin M.. which is.. money!! haha.. moi comment on the doll master is scary den the oujia board lo.. sia la.. is lyk scream so many time.. den go home tht time feli go find fong yi they all.. dunno go where chiong again lo.. hahx.. den we took triple one go home again.. hehx.. as usual we took one round backk.. reach home just nice.. rest a while.. den can watch the champion again.. hehx.. moi champion!! den mc called m.. ask if thurs got work?? i said yes.. cos she wan to go to grace house to play.. den too bad.. cant go wif them together.. but gng in the ltr day.. around 4++.. cos got work.. tht day muz work.. cos can get double pay mahz..!!

2004-11-09T11:41:00.000+08:00

ytd went to kimage to cut hair.. the hair dresser help mi cut lyk a barbie doll sia.. but i kinda of lyk it oso la.. as mc say.. half way thru lyk not nice.. but the result come out is nice.. moi fringe is kinda short lyk barbie doll fringe.. den behind is veri layered.. den at work is lyk 4 of the new comer.. onli i working.. lyk veri odd.. cos last time got either one of them doing.. but i today do counter wif feli.. juz started moi work.. saw grace and kenneth walk past.. them oso saw mi la.. luckily.. i got wear moi cap.. other wise mi hair is being seen.. haha.. den i got sell two bottle of the Qoo bottle.. which is hard to sell.. den mi wanted to go toilet tht time.. veri suay.. freaking suay man.. moi cap have to take down mahx... den let the two kitchen ppl see.. * guess whu?? yang zhen and casey..! @#^$%$%$&$8* den they laugh lyk hell lo.. haiz.. kao so.. *wtf...* den ytd is oso the starting of sec two camp.. so wish them good luck.. sob sob..cannot go to sec two camp.. but mi waiting for moi obs to arrive.. hahx.. but lyk tht cannot see moi qiu zhe le.. hahx..

2004-11-07T05:02:00.000+08:00

today too late come in post moi blog le.. in the late mid nite.. i miss the qiu zhe lehx.. haiz.. but as jo said.. tian xia shuai ge all got galfren le.. haix.. today.. as usual.. early go town.. walk walk.. den go down to p.s. go play arcade.. den today can say the whole day out to distribute flyers.. cos think yoshi too busy le.. den luckily mi ran out faster.. otherwise moi hand will be lyk eunice's hand.. cos she was washing the bowls for today.. so poor thing.. ohya.. im just in love wif her freaking hair color man.. so freaking nice!! im jealous man..!! den today.. distribute flyers.. saw mc.. ka ki lang lehz.. den she oso help mi take some.. hahx.. den after not long later.. saw moi primary skool fren.. long lost best fren.. kept in moi bottom of moi broken heart.. i was so freaking happy to see her.. guess wats the 1st thing she told mi.. [You still haven grown taller..] haix.. im such a failure.. im so short.. hahx..den she now freaking chio lo.. and the stead now think veri suit her lar.. after all two years le mahx.. of cos compatible.. den think they veri lovely one larx... think the stead oso quite good looking lehx.. heyhey.. another shuai ge mei niu lehz.. [tian di xi de shuai ge gt gal fren le la..] den later i saw dawn and raymond they now still together lehx.. hahx.. last time still thinking they still together onot lehz.. now is can comfirm they still together lehz... hahx.. we this gp of nosy ppl hahx.. always talking bout these kinda of things.. den finally!! today is.. 7 NOVEMBER 2004.. finally finally.. working for such a long time..[ actu not veri long la.. bout two weeks onli.. but in these two week learn alot of new things..] i can finally gt moi pay and go chiong lehz....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Im just in love wif today..

2004-11-05T14:53:00.001+08:00

finally... after such a long break down of my com.. it's finally repaired.. hahz.. lyk tht i can continue posting my blog lerx.. 1st this holiday wun be so boring lyk last time lerx.. partly my job at yoshinoya.. and got camps.. and this gp of on gang.. hahz.. now lyk every day go down plaza singapura.. and go down town.. haiz.. but is fun.. for us oso no need to walk one lo.. cos we are the lazy gp.. and always frm far east can really take a few stops down to hereens.. we are lyk siao char bo.. hehz... den now is lyk veri late go home.. so always will miss the <>.. so sad.. but think mi gonna buy the vcd lo.. hahz.. den once we one big gp go to clementi k box.. got our grad senior there.. den tht time got alot ppl go lo.. got agus airul fuad our tht gang go.. before tht still thinking where to go lehz.. hahz..

2004-10-25T16:58:00.000+08:00

hehe.. im back again.. after such a long time i nv post le.. cos no time mahz.. all day outside.. den now internet oso got prob le.. haiz.. so sad... hehe.. tis few days... go out until siao.. every day go out wif jo feli they all.. so happie.. tis few days.. 1st we tried to slove the prob in the class one lo.. cos mi and mc.. not planning to go to skool on tues and wed.. cos go skool oso nothing to do one.. go there go rot one lo.. haha.. den.. scecond.. today go out bought a pmk shirt.. pink one lehz.. im juz in love wif it.. hahzz... den now working in yoshinoya at plaza sing.. quite new xprience lo.. haha.. den all day long go town.. but i not sian lehz.. haiz.. kkz la.. now gng off le..

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2004-10-15T14:26:00.000+08:00

finally.. thank god man.. now inside my head is all chiong.!! after poa paper.. gng home st play com... den lata meet ms wu to tok tok lo.. haiz.. muz ren.. cannot flare up in the town.. otherwise my face dunno can go into which hole liaoz.. den meeting jo they all to chiong.. to mid nite.. so cool man... after so many day of exam.. now can really chiong le.. but wait results come back.. god of hell.. i gng to meet him personally le.. cos juz get alot of red marks one.. every day after exam go town den nv revise after town go home sleep.. wake up.. play com.. go back sleep again.. morning wake up.. go skool for exam.. haha.. every day routine lo.. haiz..

White Chicks..

2004-10-15T13:08:00.000+08:00

today after exam.. we went to toa payoh to accompany feli to buy the fav 3100.. after tht buy finish.. we didn't stay for a long time.. den leave there... den we went to town again to watch the white chick.. the second time le.. 1st time was feli's b'dae.. now is wif feli jo bian mc and jun hao.. funnie sia this show.. think gng for the thrid time man.. white chick juz rox.. and the thousand miles.. in lurv wif the thousand miles.. gng upload the song lyrics into the blog le.. den after the we copy.. the ppl in the white chick tok.. esp feli.. funnie sia! den after watcing finish the show.. go home le.. tml still got exam.. got physics.. sure die one la.. nv study all lo..

Interview!!

2004-10-14T13:40:00.000+08:00

went down to ps for interview for jobs in the holiday.. den at 1st no feeling one lo.. haiz.. so.... wait for the boss to come out.. the feeling has arrived.. so scared lo.. haiz.. den he nv really say ani ting so the interview is finish.. haha..den mi and fang went to eat lunch lo.. oso wait for jo and mc to come meet us.. now we got study poa lehz.. at coffee beans..!! got coffee!! but miracle.. mi nv drink coffee.. hahz.. den jun hao came join us.. lata his frenz came oso.. after tht we waited for feli to come join us la.. after tht we went to far east to eat the mian sian.. and chicken.. tht one veri nice lehz.. dunno y oso.. hahz.. when feli met us.. she told mi tht most likely can go into the job.. i was so happie.. den lyk tht i can buy my mp3 and my 3100!! hahz.. den lyk tht can shop lyk siao le.. haha.. but oso cannot put too much hope cos.. not really confirm one.. cos the boss nv call us.. :p after hearing tht.. i was so happie.. and most likely can go into the same out let wif feli.. at plaza sing..

Winbleton

2004-10-11T21:52:00.000+08:00

today got my a maths paper.. so damn diff cult lo.. den after the maths paper.. ms wu wanted to solve the things today but they all dunno.. so veri pissed la.. asking her y every time have to go wif their mind?? den quarrul wif her la.. den juz walk out of the skool lyk tht.. so hack care le.. den mi and mc went to meet jo to go eat the steam boat again.. haha.. again.. within few days.. we appear there again.. :x lyk tht eat sure fat one lo.. :x den after tht suppose to go study geog and chem... but in the end.. once again.. we are in town.. haha.. so nv study for exam.. the mc la.. jio us down to watch show.. but is jun hao jio her go one la.. we went to watch the winbleton.. quite nice gng to the end onli.. cos last part have to see he got win the match mahzz.. denthis time go wif jun hao's fren.. saw one chio bu man.. the queenie.. she damn chio lo.. cant tar han.. she same age wif us.. juz tht she study in sec 4.. :x den after tht.. mi and joling went to take 111 go home lo.. heh.. we took one round instead of taking st home.. so bo liaoz rite.. haiz den reached home.. alreadi veri tired le.. cos play for the whole day le.. den slp le.. with out revising for the next day exam lo.. den lyk tht sure flank one lo.. haiz.. okie gtg le.. buaiz..

HoW DoeS iT HapPen?

2004-10-09T13:38:00.000+08:00

the internal conflict in 3c2?? think we r the most united clasS?? yes we used to be!! but now.. no longer.. how does this come about?? mi myself oso dunno.. juz onli noe the bitch which kaisi suck.. wat a betrayal.. so ppl nv believe in her ani more!! the secret u tell her she will always blurt out of the fucking smelly mouth.. think she so pretty argh.. stop being so zi lian la.. chee bye bin..!! juz fuck off man.. u r hated by fucking lot of ppl okie.. ass hole.. today skiped maths lesson and go to twon to chiong so missed the a maths lesson thingy but seriously feel lyk failing the whole thing so i can dun need to be in the fucking class.. and den reached home go online str away.. den mc oso.. and she told mi the so fucking loser when to write in her bloggy.. den the loser called mc a loser.. but look who is the loser here!! ass hole!! den tok to yanlin for a bout 1 to 2 hours.. den tok bout the things happening in our class.. no one will expect how loud we had the conflict.. hah.. haiz maybe tis is wat the god wan us to have.. we juz have to accept the fact.. haiz.. this fact wun change to feelings towards ani body.. i will never believe in human beings ani more.. esp the ppl beside mi.. the closer u r wif the person.. the more the person will betray you..!! so never trust ani one.. ani more. No More.. and after the conversation finish mi mc and jo.. went to the rajah inn to eat the steamboat.. the mc order so much man.. eat untill we can finished to food lo.. haiz.. den we eat the ice cream.. fucking nice.. after today will grow fat many kg lehz.. cos frm the skool come out.. we eat alot till the last mouth to the ice cream... den reach home.. help sally do her blog frm 11 plus do until.. 2 plus lyk tht man.. den veri tired.. haiz..

must go visit her blog @ http://sallydreamland.blogspot.com it is nice..

Sobz..

2004-10-08T14:12:00.000+08:00

today had my e maths paper one..sure fluck for maths one lo.. i din really got study lehz.. and alot of thing happen in skool.. den after the exam.. got mr lee's class.. but still have to wait for mr lee come to our class.. den during this period of break alot of thing is happening in the class.. 1st we went to 3a2 to find joling they.. but they wan to go town during the time tht we r having our math remedial.. den we went back to the class.. after tht think tht the class is veri nosiy.. so went out of the class to sit down la.. other wise sit inside oso lyk an retard person noon eto tok to one lo.. den mc ltr oso come out le.. den she call the fucking idiot jz to come up lo.. haiz..den the kaisi which is the bitch go shout i will nv forget yuting and meichan in my life!!... think tht i nv heard it izzit.. my ass man.. den think tht she oso crying la.. cry as many fucking time as u wan.. most enjoyable is cry until heart attack la.. i will laugh lyk siao.. u deserve it man!! betrayal.! think crying can gets every one pityness?? kiss ur mother ass la! onli a bitch and a betrayal wan to prove themselves onli.. onli a one tht is a weak person will do... y things concerning wid tis class i totally have no feelings?? thts means i have made it man..!! nv leave ani feelings for this class ani more.. no matter in class matters.. or worst in frenz.. they sucks.!! den couldn't stand it alreadi.. den i go to walk walk lo.. den mc came down and look for mi.. suppose to find ms wu to tok abt it but she is not there so we found mrs cheong.. think tht we got told ms wu before.. but she did nothing.. den mrs cheong said tht she will find a chance after exam to tok to the bitch!! haiz den lesson starts le.. so we went back to the class den heard tht mag oso got cry.. but think oso hack care le la.. den st after the remedial we went off.. my reason being so early leaving is the more i stay inside the more i will suffocate to death!! no sense of belonging any more.. cant sense it now.. neither can i in the future!! and i oso dun wan to!! after meeting up wif jo fang and bianca.. we went down together.. supposed to take bus there one but in the end we took a cab there.. den at there play until siao lo.. reach home.. sleep le.. den cannot catch the singapore idol man! haiz so sad.. esp the christ.. and syvester.. but managed to catch the david.. haha.. and dalphne.. she's cute..! and she got her own voice!! seriously.. and jerry sucks..!! he got no vioce one.. den after tht.. 11 plus woke up study chinese and eat dinner. den 2 plus den sleep lo.. so pathetic lo.. haiz..

Crying is a secret to let everyone listen and side you by onli listening to your fucking bitchy ass hole one side story.. This is wat a bitch will do onli.. So i've learnt my lesson not juz listening to both side of the story and not side any one.. and I have to be strong and NEVER EVER CRY FOR THIS KINDA OF THINGS ANY MORE!! NEVER EVER!! BITCHES!!

Bitches!

2004-10-05T20:48:00.000+08:00

Today think tht the mornig came to skool wif jess and ys.. think tht is the most happies moment i had in the morning.. den reach skool, saw the photos they took.. den ask someone tht when you all go one?? she say tht on 1 oct.. they go play and celebrate moon cake fest.. nvm lar this thing.. still can accept.. den ask again tht who dun wan us to go?? the person said tht no one wans mi and mc to go.. wtf man.. okie nvm.. but no one.. which means including yq and mag and ching er!! tis hurt mi too deeply.. now it makes mi hate 3c2.. and yet i have contributed so much for the class.. but this is how they treat mi.. nv gonna trust them and put my whole heart to do every thing they call.. i will be reallious to them no matter wat.. since wan lyk tht treat mi.. i'll do the same thing back.. feel veri stress in the class.. dun mind the stress of the studies.. it makes mi think tht the stress in the class mates made mi suffocate lyk i wan to go jump down frm the mount everest!! seriously hate tis class man so much now.. there's so much memories tht we had in common.. and so many dreams is common but to mi now.. it all has disappeared into the thin air.. you totally veri disappointed in mag and yq.. think i still trust u all before this thing happened... but now.. u sucks..!! urtterly disappointed in all of u..

NeVeR GoNnA bElIEvE aNi oNe SoO EaSiLy..!! NeVeR eVeR!! JuZ nEvEr EvEr..

tHiNk DeEpLy.. Is tHe gAlS iN 3c2 TaKiNg aDvAtAgE?? YeS/ No?? tHiNk DeEpLy aGaIn.. iF oUr ClAsS iS nOt cO-OpErAtE iN tHe FuTuRe DuN bLaMe OtHeR.. U FoRcEd Mi To Do So..

Feli's birthday..

2004-10-02T17:28:00.000+08:00

woo today is a fun day man.. gone out to celebrate feli birthday.. got mi mc feli joling fang fang magdeline grace kenneth tx and zy go.. 1st we went to ps to meet 1st.. den went eating.. actu wan wanna buy sticks today one.. but dun have the sticks i wan and i oso dunno which stick is more suit for mi.. so nv buy.. so sad..
den while wating for zhi yong we go long john to eat.. saw a necklace veri nice.. lyk the loving you one but pattern not the same.. after eating we walk towards the far east plaza to take money.. den i bought a necklace for feli.. kao tht nice lo.. bought it at 77 streets one lo.. then we supposed to watch the 3 ++ show.. but in the we watch 5 plus dunno y oso... den fang fang veri funnie.. told her to come lido to find us.. but she went to cine... den we lyk idiot there.. sitting down.. den saw ppl distribute the balloons mahz.. so mi and mc and feli lyk sian go there snatch balloons... lol.. den feli got 14 balloons and she let to the air all together.. meaning she is leaving the age of 14.. haha.. den waited for fang to come den we go to watch the white chicks.. fucking nice man..! haha.. den we head for the steam boaT.. so cool rite.. my god man.. eat too much liaoz le.. too full.. after eating we dunno where to go la.. ever thought of gng to sparks to chiong.. haha.. in the end all parant call and jio them back le.. too bad and we have to go home.. haiz.. dun feel lyk gng home one lor...

TiReD!!

2004-10-02T01:30:00.000+08:00

my god man!! today is a fun day ever since i step into the exam mood.. damn happie.. gone town wif joling fang fang bianca and felicia.. suppose to but feli birthday present but in the end.. so sad.. nv buy lo.. but is nice gng out wif them.. den ard hereens saw a chio bu.. the zodiac ladies gal la.. she tok alot lo.. den fang fang and feli there playing let mi laugh lyk siao person la.. den today is grad ceremony.. cannot go watch.. but recess got go watch a bit cos nv eat.. y?? cos late mahzz. pon 1st class(a maths) wif mei chan and joling.. hehe.. so bad horz.. den today the grad ceremony is fun.. for the part the the chers put up a play.. tht is good man.. lol.. lol. actu wan pon chinese go 3a2 but nv.. cuz joling come over here.. haha.. den tx they all wan pon chinese class and go cc play bball, but lincoln lead 1st but caught by foo yuan yue.. so unlucky... haiz.. den in the end other ppl still guai guai come back to skool and wait for the skool bell to ring ard 1230.. have been waiting for the moment to come!! den all chiong to the town le.. haha..

nothing to write ani more.. hoping to go down to the train track for a veri long time le.. after exam muz go hor...